enough na nga ba?

ta yen and i have been talking about my cousin's never ending story with her ex. don't get me wrong, though. he is already married and she already has a boyfriend. but every time he comes home, they always get together and talk. and from what we can see, she seems happier than the usual.

as ta yen said, we can just let her be happy even for just a while. even if those times were just really stolen moments from their lives. she said that someday, i will soon join their ranks. the best ladies of the exes still waiting. i told her that i don't want that kind of life. that i have had enough of the pain from a love that could never be.

she said i can never really be sure because Camilla wasn;t e\able to turn her back when Prince Charles came running back to her.

hayst.

the heart of a man is really tricky and confusing most of the times.

then this got me thinking.

am i really strong enough to say no to him if ever the time comes when he comes back? will i have the courage to move on from him?

as of now, i can most definitely say that i am through with him. that i have had enough of his transgressions, lies and infidelities.

but i am not closing any doors. but i am surely opening the windows and the roof. i am widening my horizon, hoping to find MY man.

only time can tell if i will be able to resist him.

but for now, NEXT na muna.

nakakapagod din kasi na sya na lang lagi. siya na nga lang lagi, di naman nag babago ang story namin.

parati na lang lokohan, bolahan.

this time, i want a relationship where i can clearly see a bright future for both of us.

sana.

sana.

sana.