i am at this point in my life where i do not know where i am supposed to go or what i'm supposed to do. i'm just letting life pass me by because i cannot find a meaning or a purpose that makes my life worth living.
i know i don't make sense. it's just that, i feel like something is missing. i cannot pinpoint what that is... it's just that, life is so dull and meaningless...
maybe, when i go home and be with my family even for just a few days, maybe that will make me see things clearly. maybe that will make things clearer. maybe by then, i can already see things in perspective.
maybe
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
at lunch
been blog hopping since i got here and these are the things that i realized:
oo, may mga sugat na kahit alam kong masasaktan ako ay pinipili ko pa ring kinakalikot. hindi dahil sa masokista pero dahil ito ang tanging paraan para maramdaman kong nasasaktan din ako. para makayanan kong balikan ang nakaraan. isang nakaraan na bamagat masalimuot ay totoo.
na minsan, hindi masamang haluan ng kulay ng ilusyon at panaginip ang ikot ng buhay. bakit? upang punan ang kakulangan ng buhay. nang sa gayon, kahit panandalian ay naranasan kong making masaya, umibig, mabigo, at umibig muli.
na sa buhay na 'to, isang malutong na tawa't halakhak ay maari ng maging simula ng isang bagong saliw ng musika.
na sa bandang huli, ang tangi nating magagawa ay ang umibig ng lubos at tanggaping hindi natin hawak ang ating kapalaran.
na hindi lahat ng mahal natin ay mamahalin tayo.
na hindi lahat ng gusto nating makasama habang buhay ay mannanatili sa tabi natin.
na ang tangi nating magagawa ay mag pasalamat...
na minsan sa ating buhay ay may nakilala tayong pinag alayan natin ng totoong pag mamahal.
na kahit ano pa kaikli ang samahang yon, naramdaman natin kung pano magmahal ng lubos...
oo, may mga sugat na kahit alam kong masasaktan ako ay pinipili ko pa ring kinakalikot. hindi dahil sa masokista pero dahil ito ang tanging paraan para maramdaman kong nasasaktan din ako. para makayanan kong balikan ang nakaraan. isang nakaraan na bamagat masalimuot ay totoo.
na minsan, hindi masamang haluan ng kulay ng ilusyon at panaginip ang ikot ng buhay. bakit? upang punan ang kakulangan ng buhay. nang sa gayon, kahit panandalian ay naranasan kong making masaya, umibig, mabigo, at umibig muli.
na sa buhay na 'to, isang malutong na tawa't halakhak ay maari ng maging simula ng isang bagong saliw ng musika.
na sa bandang huli, ang tangi nating magagawa ay ang umibig ng lubos at tanggaping hindi natin hawak ang ating kapalaran.
na hindi lahat ng mahal natin ay mamahalin tayo.
na hindi lahat ng gusto nating makasama habang buhay ay mannanatili sa tabi natin.
na ang tangi nating magagawa ay mag pasalamat...
na minsan sa ating buhay ay may nakilala tayong pinag alayan natin ng totoong pag mamahal.
na kahit ano pa kaikli ang samahang yon, naramdaman natin kung pano magmahal ng lubos...
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
faith
There are things in life that I can never control. As hard as it may be for me to accept it, I have no other choice but to give in. I have to.
Coz now, I do have faith in us.
Coz time and time again, you’ve proven to me that I will always be that one person that you come home to.
That is enough for me to believe in what we had, what we have and what we will have.
Yes, I know now that somewhere, somehow, our paths will cross… again. That is inevitable. This is the only thing that makes me look forward to tomorrow. That another day brings me closer to that day that we will be together again.
For now, I will be content with this because I know that you still have to carve your own destiny, your own path in this world. I will be satisfied in the thought that although I am not by your side, I am your greatest ally. That I will be cheering you every step of the way.
I love you. That is reason enough. For what? For everything.
Coz now, I do have faith in us.
Coz time and time again, you’ve proven to me that I will always be that one person that you come home to.
That is enough for me to believe in what we had, what we have and what we will have.
Yes, I know now that somewhere, somehow, our paths will cross… again. That is inevitable. This is the only thing that makes me look forward to tomorrow. That another day brings me closer to that day that we will be together again.
For now, I will be content with this because I know that you still have to carve your own destiny, your own path in this world. I will be satisfied in the thought that although I am not by your side, I am your greatest ally. That I will be cheering you every step of the way.
I love you. That is reason enough. For what? For everything.
Monday, June 4, 2007
will and grace craze
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The Best Of Will & Grace Part One
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Will & Grace bloopers, PART 1 of 2
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Will & Grace Series Finale
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