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Friday, September 28, 2007

for louie

"Everything I Have"

I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can't give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in everyway.

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can't be right there with you
I know there's angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything... I have

i used to send him this text message over and over again. it goes:

stay. no why's, no how's, no promises.

just stay.



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Tuesday, September 4, 2007



i've been trying so hard not to think too much of the things that are happening becuase you are important to me. but you are making things so hard for me....

you have to grow up. your circumstances are different now. do not make it seem easier for you at our expense.

i hate to think that this will cause a rift between us, but recently, i am finding it hard not to hold a grudge against you.

i am building a wall because it is the best thing that i can do to make you see things in perspective.

i'm sorry.

this is me

i love life. i live life as much as i can. i enjoy every little detail life has to offer. i learned a long time ago that dwelling in the past doesn't do me a lot of good. coz although it makes me see things in perspective, it hinders me from really moving on and starting a better future. i live to love. and when i love, i love with all my soul. kinda chummy but true. i am me. i hate to conform to norms just to please others. i do not live my life to make others happy. i do not pretend at all. what you see is what you get. love me or hate me.