actually, i texted him that i would not be texting or calling him for a few days.
he had no choice. i already made the decision to do so.
lately kasi, i feel like i am on the verge of just giving up on him, on everything we've had or will ever have. i feel exhausted that it me not feel things anymore.
i don't like not feeling things. i depend on those feelings completely...
i haven't done anything like this before... the i need space kind of thing... but i think i am doing the right thing. it feels right.
right now, i am evaluating the things between us. i am trying to step out and look at it in a different perspective.
one thing is for sure. i don't want to lose him.
i still care.
i'm still willing to fight for that "something" we've had.
i don't wanna give up on someone who can make me feel like this coz it's not everyday that i meet a person who can make me enjoy and love a rollercoaster ride.
it's not everyday that i meet a person who knows me inside and out and still wants me.
it's not everyday that i can meet a person who can make me feel what i feel right now.
