i have told this very same thing to a lot of friends who's in the exact situation i am now. and every time i tell that to them, i always say it with conviction. may angas factor.
is he really worth it? can i still trust him?
i have so many doubts... but still, i can't find the strenght to forget him... or to leave him.
i found it easy to forget iris. i was able to date other people soon after we broke up. i can't say that the reason behind that was i had someone "special" back then. the truth is, i have some of them who keeps me... well, let's just say i have some people around who makes me feel really special.
it's just that, i can't find in the things i'm looking for in them. something's missing. something's not right.
but when i am with him, IT FEELS RIGHT.
maybe what i'm trying to say here is, although we do not have a perfect relationship, there's no one else like him. that there's no one else i really want to be with but him.
maybe time will come when i would get over him... or forget him... or get over him.
but that time has still to come.
coz as of now, he's the only one i want.
if this does not work out, at least i would be able to say that i did what i had to. more than i had to.
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