scarred and scared

- Get Your Own


something's playing in my mind again. hooo!

coincidence? cosmic interference? what was that?

i told myslef that i will just let things be. that i have had enough of my endless efforts to bring back the lifeless soul, the bitter pain. the sweet agony of loving a person who isn't that worthy of being loved.

still.. . i cannot , no matter how i try, bring myself to just turn around and say goodbye. i did try. god knows i did try.

i actually walked away and faced a new day. a new time without his memory, without the shadow of the past with him.

my heart's asking for Him to take care of my path, of my future. coz truth be told, i can no longer bear to suffer another pain like that.

and then, then again, he's there. in that future. maybe i'm just freakin' out. maybe that encounter is just a meaningless coincidence. maybe.