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i have a dream by Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. (From Washington, D.C. - August 28, 1963)

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nate adams

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(98 degrees and stevie wonder)

"...Why second guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light...

...Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me..."

trust your heart... trust your heart... trust your heart....

i didn't give up. now he's here again. i love him. but i'm scared....

(for louietot)


When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands and watch you rise

Chorus

Spread you wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be, so spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

Chorus

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly (Oooh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me, we truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly (spread your wings and fly)
Butterfly (butterfly)

Bridge

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye)
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Chorus

i won't say

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If there's a prize for rotten judgement,
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the agrivation
That's ancient history,
Been there
Done that

Who'd ya think you're kidding?
He's the earth and heaven to ya
Try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right through ya
Girl ya can't conceal it
We know how you're feelin', who you're thinking of

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no noYou swoon, you sigh
Why deny it, uh oh
It's too...cliché
I won't say I'm in love
(Oooooh ooooh oooh)

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when ya start out
My head is screaming "get a grip, girl!"
"Unless you're dying to cry your heart out!" Ooooh oooh

You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feelin'
Baby, we're not lying, hone we saw ya Hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown up
When ya gonna own up that ya got, got, got it back?

Woah
No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no
Give up, give in
Check the grin, you're in love!
You're doing flips read our lips you're in love

You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say I'm in love

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no
Give up, give in
Check the grin, you're in love!
The scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
You'er doing flips read our lips you're in love

You're way off base
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud, it's ok, you're in love

No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no
Give up, give in
Check the grin, you're in love!
The scene won't play
I won't say I’m in love

Ooooooh
At least out loud
I won't say I'm in....love

Sha la la la la la...(sigh)

harharhar in denial stage. care dead... at least out loud i won's say i'm in love.

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Fate has a funny way of making things work.

Sa bawat dasal na namumutawi sa aking mga labi
Bawat hinaing ng pusong nasadlak sa kabiguan
Sa bawat pag agos ng buhay
May nag iisang dahilan
Ikaw.

Nasan ako ngayon? Hindi ko alam. Pinili kong maging alipin ng hangin. Sunud-sunuran sa bugso ng amihan. Napapadpad sa kung saan man tangayin ng mapagbirong tadhana.

Cliché? Tell me bout it.

Ang alam ko, may narinig akong usal mula sa kaibuturan ng aking puso. Isang hiling. Isang pag susumaong magkaroon ng kapayapaan ang damdaming nabalot ng pait at pighati.

Bakit hindi pagmamahal? Kasi bawat pusong napiling samahan ay nabigo. Bakit hindi? Takot.

Subalit mahirap kalabanin ang isang pwersang nabuhay bago pa man ako o ang mga nauna pa saakin.

There’s a reason for everything. What’s the reason? I don’t know… yet.

Sa bawat luha
Pait
Sakit
May nag iisang dahilan.
Ikaw.

Uulitin ko, mapagbiro ang tadhana.

Bakit?

Anjan ka na naman. Bakit? Di ko din alam. Pero ngayon, MEDYO natuto nako.

Sana.

scarred and scared

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something's playing in my mind again. hooo!

coincidence? cosmic interference? what was that?

i told myslef that i will just let things be. that i have had enough of my endless efforts to bring back the lifeless soul, the bitter pain. the sweet agony of loving a person who isn't that worthy of being loved.

still.. . i cannot , no matter how i try, bring myself to just turn around and say goodbye. i did try. god knows i did try.

i actually walked away and faced a new day. a new time without his memory, without the shadow of the past with him.

my heart's asking for Him to take care of my path, of my future. coz truth be told, i can no longer bear to suffer another pain like that.

and then, then again, he's there. in that future. maybe i'm just freakin' out. maybe that encounter is just a meaningless coincidence. maybe.

relationships

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nung 'sang araw, he texted me. asking asking ng kung ano ano. reply naman ako. he asked me kung muzta naman daw ako. sabi ko, ok lang. bored. parang walang meaning ang life. parang maxado ng routine and predictable and life. basta, nag usap kami. then sabi nya, "gusto mo punta ako jan?" sagot ko naman "kaw bahala". sabi nya, "wag na lang... kala ko kelangan mo kausap e".

ewan, kasi after that message, nag isip na naman ako ng kung ano ano. hoping sa mga bagay na ako lang naman ata ang nakaka-feel. ako lang naman ata ang umaasa pa. di ko naman dine-deny na binigyan ko yun ng ibang meaning. ganun talaga....

ewan... ngayon, iniisip ko na kung may meaning nga yun sakanya, dapat gagawa na xa ng move to make me know na di lang yun pakyeme ng isang friend.

ewan. bahala na si batman.

let destiny decide.

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The six BIGGEST mistakes we make in the beginning of a relationship:
1. We don't ask enough questions.
2. We ignore warning signs of potential problems.
3. We make premature compromises.
4. We give in to Lust Blindness.
5. We give in to material seduction.
6. We put Commitment Before Compatibility.

Seven Wrong Reasons to be in a Relationship:
1. Pressure (age, family, friends, etc.)
2. Loneliness and desperation
3. Sexual hunger
4. Distraction from your own life
5. To avoid growing up
6. Guilt
7. To fill up your emotional or spiritual emptiness.

The Lust into Love Formula
1. First, you feel powerful sexual chemistry with someone or, in raw terms,lust.
2. Next, you act on those urges and have sex with that person.
3. Then you experience some guilt or discomfort having been so sexually
intimate with someone you aren't that emotionally connected with.
4. Finally you create a relationship with that person to legitimize your lust.

Five Realities about Love
1. Love is not enough to make a relationship work - it needs compatibility and it needs commitment.
2. It just takes a moment to experience infatuation, but true love takes time.
3. It is possible to experience true love with more than one person there are many potential partners you could be happy with.
4. The right partner will fulfill many of your needs but not all of them.
5. Good sex has nothing to do with true love, but making love does.

Five Deadly Myths about Love
1. True love conquers all.
2. When it's really true love, you will know it the moment you meet the other person.
3. There is only one true love in the world that is right for you.
4. The perfect partner will fulfill you completely in every way.
5. When you experience powerful sexual chemistry with someone, it must be love.

Fatal flaws to watch out for in a partner:
1. Addictions.
2. Anger.
3. Victim consciousness.
4. Control freak
5. Sexual Dysfunction.
6. Hasn't grown up.
7. Emotionally unavailable.
8. Hasn't recovered from past relationships.
9. Emotional damage from childhood.

Here are seven compatibility time bombs that can destroy a relationship:
1. Significant age difference.
2. Different religious background.
3. Different social, ethnic, or educational background.
4. Toxic in-laws.
5. Toxic ex-spouse.
6. Toxic Stepchildren.
7. Long-distance relationships.

Six qualities to look for in a mate:
1. Commitment to personal growth.
2. Emotional openness
3. Integrity
4. Maturity and responsibility
5. High self-esteem.
6. Positive Attitude towards life

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What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
*took a chance… put my heart and soul in it.. really risked my heart… only to have it broken… again

Did anyone close to you give birth?
* yeah… my cuz, and my tita. Both baby boys. Ichiro and laurence

Did anyone close to you die?
* yeah… father ni pay… was close to him kahit papano

What countries did you visit?
* josko

What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
* contentment and happiness

What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
* anong date… the whole month of December

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
* found work… move on from the previous heart ache. leche

What was your biggest failure?
* puso

Did you suffer illness or injury?
* ala naman

What was the best thing you bought?
* leggings! hahaha

Whose behavior merited celebration?
* mine mine mine

Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
* madami sila

Where did most of your money go?
* lafang!!!

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
* love, life

What song/s will always remind you of 2006?
* Someday by Nina
* Heart of mine
*Butterfly- mariah

Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier ata
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter! Tse!
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer..!!!

What do you wish you'd done more of?
* trust my instinct, my woman’s intuition.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
* using my heart to decide.. josko

Did you fall in love in 2006?
* head over heels in love

What was your favourite TV program?
* charmed, smallville, csi

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
* hmmm… di naman

What was the best book you read?
* madami. Love love love to read kasi e. mga Sheldon, mc naught, s. king, dan brown, alice walker. Pero aliw aliw aliw yung the little prince. hehe

What was your greatest musical discovery?
* hale hehe

What did you want and get?
* love. Tapos nawala din lang. nyeta

What did you want and not get?
* love din. Nawala e. nyeta ulit

Favorite film of this year?
* hmmm.. ala akong maalala… pakshet na memory gap

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
* job interview. Walang celebration kasi umalis ako sa house ng maaga, gabi nako nakauwi. I did get the job though

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
* for that love to have lasted sana

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
* I dunno. I choose clothes kasi depende sa mood ko e

What kept you sane?
* faith, family and friends

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
* zanjoe marudo. Yummy!!!!!

Who is your real-person crush?
* si anik. Harhar nawala din lang. we’re not in the same wave length e

What showbiz gossip stirred you the most?
* madami dami din. Mga kris aquino chorva. Yunlagi laman ng tv e

Who was the best new person you met?
*jen. Kapwa bakla. Magkarugtong ata bituka namin

* Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
* let things be kahit masakit, kahit di mo ma-gets why certain things happen. Faith has a funny way of making things right.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
* When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands and watch you rise

…And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land…

…I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye (stand and say goodbye)
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly…