confessions of a lost soul

i must admit, i had the most exciting valentines this year. and take note, i didn't have a date or a boyfriend. aliw1 aliw! aliw!

spent the day at work... na puro kwentuhan lang naman. hehe then, spent the night at 101 with friends. damn! we had a great time!

maaaga naming na accomplish ang aming goal for the night. amin na lang kung ano man yun. basta mission accomplished agad. haha

i must say, ang haba ng hair ko that night. as in, talo ang baklang rapunzel.

and to add the cherry to the cake, nag text si pay. aliw daw mag bar 101. he texted wala pa kaming 30 minutes na nakaupo at lumalafang sa 01. i don't know if he was there or someone he knew told him that i was there. i don't care. mahaba ang hair ko. jealous type talaga si pay. knowing that, i made sure na kung andun man xa or kung may espiya xa, madami silang mapag uusapan about me. i danced till the wee hours of the morning. at hindi lang iisa ang lumapit sa amin na mhen.

mamatay xa sa selos.

maybe it was a sign na din siguro na di ako nag load that day. once lang ako nag reply sakanya. after that, sumayaw na kami forever. ewan. basta.

it was time na din siguro for me to move on with my life. i have so much going on with my life. it's not fair for me to just sit at home and think of the what could have been's. i did what i had to. i did more than my fair share.

if he wants me back, he has to be worthy to be with me. he has to earn my trust.

i am not closing any door, but i am also opening up the windows. so welcome, welcome. hehe

basta ako, i am happy. i have friends who care and love me, who does not take me for granted.

i am making the most out of what i have right now. di naman ako nag mamadali to be in another relationship e. pahinga na muna. i'm emotionally drained and exhausted. enough na muna.

the man for me will come. when? i don't know. darating na lang yan.

yung tipong di na kelangan antayin o pilitin.

yududuy!