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Monday, March 23, 2009



i think i saw you last night at the park.

no. i know i saw you last night. i was sitting on the bench, too tired to walk. i was chatting so my head was bowed, not really caring what's happening around me. music's so loud in my ears. when i looked up, i saw a familiar figure walking toward me. i know that body, that walk. i didnt see your face. i dont have to see your face to know it was you. i just knew.

then something happened that i really can't explain.

i just bolted upright and walked away from you, not caring to look back. i was half running. it was instinct. i just knew i had to get out of there, get as far away from you as i could.

now, when i come to think about it, i guess my intinct's acting against you. it doesnt want to suffer another tormenting blow from you. not anymore.

when i got back home, i wished i stayed so i could have talke to you. straighten things out. maybe we could have had the closure i wanted.

but it did not happen that way.

i guess it just was not meant to be.... at least not yet.

only time can tell.


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this is me

i love life. i live life as much as i can. i enjoy every little detail life has to offer. i learned a long time ago that dwelling in the past doesn't do me a lot of good. coz although it makes me see things in perspective, it hinders me from really moving on and starting a better future. i live to love. and when i love, i love with all my soul. kinda chummy but true. i am me. i hate to conform to norms just to please others. i do not live my life to make others happy. i do not pretend at all. what you see is what you get. love me or hate me.