Monday, January 29, 2007
i hate not knowing what to do.
right now, they're pressuring us to make a major step that i'm not yet ready to do.
you see, the thing is, i'm really not the party going kinda chick. i may look like it, but i'm not. i love love love the simple life that provinces offer. i love looking at the sunset and being with the ocean. i am at peace here.
i don't wanna go. i didn't do it for him when it could've saved what we had back then.
it's so hard to make a decision.
i don't want the thought that i can only come back here for a short period of time. and that would be what, once or twice a year?
i promised myself that i will not live a life that revolves around work. no. career is a bouncing ball. just like what suzanne said ih her dairy for nicholas.
but somehow, i want something to change. i still don't know what it is, but i want change. yes, this is because of what happened between us. and yes, i am still very much affected by what he did.
so what am i gonna do?
que sera sera?
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this is me
- kens
- i love life. i live life as much as i can. i enjoy every little detail life has to offer. i learned a long time ago that dwelling in the past doesn't do me a lot of good. coz although it makes me see things in perspective, it hinders me from really moving on and starting a better future. i live to love. and when i love, i love with all my soul. kinda chummy but true. i am me. i hate to conform to norms just to please others. i do not live my life to make others happy. i do not pretend at all. what you see is what you get. love me or hate me.
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