but i cried yesterday. i heard THE love songs that made me remember the times when we were still together. but it doesnt matter. as i've mentioned to K, i dont miss him anymore. what i miss is the feeling of having someone to love and being loved back in return.
i am such a hopeless romantic.
when i cry and i dont know why, i just think it's an old wound trying to heal. i've read this in an article in PDI years ago but i never forgot it. i think the reason for this is that i have been crying all my life for all those old wounds to finally heal.
but i am happy now. as happy as i can be... for the moment.
there will come a time when my words will be like a melody born out of the love that i will feel for that special someone.
someday. someday soon.

